hmmm.. time flies.. now i'm back in school studying and is already the second week. So many things had happened. Let me say abt school first, Mr Lai become our form teacher. and some of the subjects teacher had changed- Mr Chew and Mrs Heng. On the first week of sch,i had my dance practise on the first day of school. i din really enjoy or shld i say i wasn't in the good mood. My dance instructor had change all of a sudden. Nobody had expected this to happened. Not even the teacher-in-charge. She expected everything to go well. Maybe like what she say some things we are unable to decide. So we had another new dance intructor. Of course i won't feel good, definitely not. I recalled those words that he had spoken to me the last time. That was also the first time he had talk to me for so long. It could just be the 15mintues but all his words were so meaningful. He told me that he expected more from me but he don't need me to become a real dancer in the outside world but just want me to put in my effort in every dance. I find that i have totally disappoint him. He might scold me often but i know he want the best out of me. He had taught me for 3years and without even any notice, he's gone. What could i do, i had try to ask teacher to talk to the heads but they still did not change their answer. [ bai lao shi, dui bu qi. wo ling ni shi wang le. ]
On friday, my school was having the CCA display. Before that, i had my basketball training. But the rain was like big, small, big, small. So unpredictable. This year CCA display, i din really go pull the sec 1. The lower secs are the one pulling. Must let them gain experience mahs. hahas.. Oh ya. laoda's bro is cute. His actions are lik his sister. Look so ku ku. especiallly when they smile. =)
Yesterday went to eat with lanest and laoda's bro after school den went back for my dance. Of course i still feel unhappy and alot of things but i just had only one choice and is to listen to the new instructor and continue with the dance. This could be the last dance in my secondary life. i wants to make it to the best but i could not. Its not the instructor fault. It's mine. i just could not adapt to this new teacher's way of teaching. Her dance steps are also alittle weird but what could i do.